The word that i was given today was hardcore.......
i presume that the word hardcore context that Master wished me to write about here would be extreme pornography and not the type of hardcore that is used to fill in driveways or concrete or music, but i could be wrong.
Which then leads me to think what does one classify as hard-core? Something that is extreme and full on to one person could be the norm to another. When i first met Master , the only thing that i was really sure about with my body was the fact that i like, (well no love would be a better word....)pain. For me however it has to be controlled by Him and i guess some of the things that we have practiced as Master and slave in the past would set the nillas and soft porn people into the realms of sending saftey and sanity police out.......... but for us they are normal. Not for me the half hearted slap on a backside with a toy that would break before it could reach my threshhold that would send me flying .
i guess you could say somewhere along the way i have learnt to trust Masters judgement on what i want , and to accept the fact not to close my mind to anything apart from the things He knows are on my no go list.
With his guidance i have found i love the feel of a cigar burnt on my labia, i already knew i loved wax play , and i adore the times He has taken sharp objects and carved His initals in my backside...and i crave the way He sends me flying with his touch , but to another person they might question whether i was sane or not as that would be hardcore and extreme to them.
i am in short His painslut i suppose, however i know that i wouldnt get the same longing and yearning for something like domestic violence as it isnt the same , all that we practice together is safe , sane and consensual and i am loving this voyage of opening up like a flower for my One in a controlled enviroment. i wouldnt call us hardcore , as for me it is the norm and i know just how much Master has got to know me to make sure that He keeps His girl in that place called subspace and that takes alot of skill.
Whatever label one wishes to place on a person i am happy to be me and to be loved and owned by my One and i thank Him from the bottom of my heart
saffy.
the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .
Another mans meat is ones poison shall we say , we dont all share like love hate the same things there not normal or abnormal ,we love what we like loathe what we dont in life ,we just happern to be cast from the same or similar mold now we come full circle to molds again .
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