Thursday 31 March 2011

Just a little lost

 
This morning when i woke at four, i went downstairs, watched a television programme that i had recorded the night before,had two cups of tea, went back upstairs and made the bed, wandered in the computer room, and decided to change it completely about. ( sorry Master but You were not here and it is done now)
Well it is now nearly three in the afternoon and i have just about finished...admittedly i did do the shopping in the middle of all of this....but i thought that it was going to be an easy job.
There are two big bags of things that i find i can live without including two scarfs (thank you Master for saying i didn't need another one when we were out the other day, i still have two to wear as well) and a host of other things that i scavenged over the last few years. The dog is really happy because she now has a new leash..........(i didn't buy, well not at this moment , i found it after i put it in a safe place...)Best thing about the move is that i can now blog in peace without a certain young man looking over my shoulder, so i am happy about this, as i need my blog space at the moment.
The reason for my early awakening was that Master has gone to London for  a few days , and well, i don't sleep that brilliant with Him not about. i have my routine that i am following at the moment, though in my mass tidy i have managed to lose the pink card with the instructions on it, but they are written in my dragonfly book, so i shouldn't pick any points up for not having done them. i just realised that He probably wont be back for the end of the month either (beings as it is the last day today) so..................i am safe in the fact there is no way that i am going to earn 20 points this month :-D .i must remember to ask if i can clean them off tonight when we speak.
i have surprised myself how well i am coping this time that He has gone away , though in the inside i am crying , i have managed to pretend to the rest of the world that i am coping. i know the key is to follow the instructions that i have and keep busy , and hopefully He will not be away for to long. It doesn't stop my heart from missing Him though , that started five minutes or less when He left.
hugs to all
saffy



the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .

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