i have really been down , that i have not been able to come on my little blog page for what seems like a life time , ( yes i know it isnt really that long since my last post but it feels like it) as my son has got into the habit of sneaking up behind me and reading what i am writing. Soooooo no more blogs while he is about. While this is not a hardship of such and i can deal with it , i find it painful in otherways because i rely on these pages to pour my soul onto, and the people that i visit to make me feel as if i am not so alone. ( it is lonely in our house at times even with two other people living in there) BDSM and a Master slave relationship is not something that i can go and talk to the rest of my family about (they wouldnt understand) and nor would i want to. On that same note somtimes it is nice to have a sister /brother in submission about to say, is this normal to feel this way, etc.
So it sounds like this is a whingey bratt post, and i guess in a way it is , and for that i am sorry. There was a positive note that i managed (with a little help from my family) to get our front flower bed up to date, and the weeds have been bannished for now. Maybe soon we will have new flowers as well.
the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .