saffy's travels

Well i am not really sure what to write, now i have decided to catalogue this journey that my life is taking me on, however i feel the need to have some documentation on here and some place that i can once again scribble ( all be it using a pc) my thoughts and ideas on the paths that i chose , or am led on.
To start off with a little about me .........i am a female , who follows a lifestyle , that may not be everyones cup of tea, but fits my needs and wants perfectly. I forget how many years it was before i could feel comfortable  . I wont write all sorts of pornagraphic details of my play here , ( so if you are looking for this walk on by) . However what i will try to do is portray a realistic and honest view of a submissive who gives all she is to her One not in play , because that to me is personal , but in day to day tasks, and daily running of our lifes.
Why the picture of a dragonfly? Well they are fairly important and symbolic in our lives , as the first time i met Him, there were loads flitting in the sky, diving about and catching the sunlight on their wings.They were kind of magic to me because they calmed my worries that were whizzing about , and they gave me a focus to look at whilst i waited for His train to arrive. Even now i can not look or see one without thinking of the first time that i met Him.

We are i guess to the rest of the world your average British couple, i have a weight issue that He and i have started to work on , and i need to cure, and a few other health issues . We dont always see eye to eye , and i am having to learn to control my irrational head ( yep i am a bit like worzel gummage folks i often feel as if i have different heads for different occasions.) because at the end of the day he is my boss, the one i have given permission and trust to control my life. Its not easy (though noone said it would be) but for me it gives out the best rewards of love and caring in the world .