saffy's travels

 RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHH
That was for yesterday, and that  is how it left me feeling. Everything that could have gone wrong did, and i find myself existing on three hours sleep last night as it seems every hour i woke up in a cold sweat, and then could not go back to sleep.
i opened up an envelope to find that i had forms to fill in, and when i say forms perhaps mini books would be better said. ( these are my worse nightmare) i totally misread an appointment time on an eye clinic letter and tried to change it only to find that it was already on the day to be changed to , found out to replace a fence in our yard it was going to cost over 2 and a half grand , and got really sad that i managed to miss my son going back to the other end of the country and i don't know when he will be down again.
If you top this off with the fact that i managed to upset or disappoint Master, ( by making a decision about a buy with out consulting Him) and then could not eat either of the meals because i got to stressed up ( wasting food and making myself hungry and feeling ill as the glucose went haywire.) i really think that you could say that yesterday was not my day.
However it could have been worse i guess.... i am not sure how , but it could have been.  The positive things that i could see that happened was that i have not got punished for my blip, and yet in a way it would have been easier to bare , because then i could have moved on instead of just getting the look that says i messed up .
:( :( :(
Roll on morning time so i can turn it all about and hopefully have a happier and better day.
hugs
saffy







the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .