Tuesday, 2 August 2011
its hot outside.......................
i am also probably on a low because i am missing Master badly, He is away for a few days, and as normal, as soon as He walked out of the door , my heart felt as if someone has bitten a big chunk out of it . All i can do is keep busy and focused on doing the things He would want me to do if He was here.
The toe that i thought was finally getting better has decided to be a pain (literally) and kept me awake on and off last night . Thankfully Master realised when He came to bed and brought me up painkillers.
i guess really i should not complain about things, as there is nothing stopping trying to keep to the routine that i use the time that He is here........Its just i know the adjustment will be hard when He gets back , and i may possibly earn a few points .(how ever i am determined not to, and have already started to plan a little list of things to do while He is gone)
It brought home a question that was asked to me once, about whether a person could be a slave/submissive when their owner wasn't there. i know that i can , my submission is part of me , part of my d&a as so to speak, but i think when i am with Master it is amplified...........
hugs to A/all
the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .