a journal of my Master and i's jouney in the world of TPE and D/s .
Friday, 20 September 2013
Today has been a good day, Master and i unexpectedly got some time to ourselves , and the sun is out. I have warm fuzzy feelings left over from yesterdays maintenance dragon canes, and the world seems a beautiful place. i have the feeling that the cane strokes are getting harder for these sessions and last night He confirmed it , but this is good because it means my trust for Him using canes and the actually sight of them no longer sends me into a blind panic. Maybe , just maybe , my phobia of them is vanishing and the legacy of the broken one that was used in anger in a previous relationship is vanishing.
i guess when i was told that the only thing that has the power to scare you is the thing you refuse to face , that it was right.. and now i am well on my way to enjoying something that Master obviously loves.
Hope you all have fun and a good weekend
hugs saffy
the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .
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Congrats on overcoming your fear! That's not an easy thing to do especially if you had bad experiences in the past. You are lucky to have found someone who seems to know just how far to push. A rare thing in a Master. You guys seem so good together :)
ReplyDeleteI look forward to reading your evolving journey.
Congrats on overcoming your fear! That's not an easy thing to do especially if you had bad experiences in the past. You are lucky to have found someone who seems to know just how far to push. A rare thing in a Master. You guys seem so good together :)
ReplyDeleteI look forward to reading your evolving journey.