re-evaluation or mid life crisis

 OK, so maybe this is a weird title , but at the moment that seems to be where i am at with my thoughts and body. Every time i think i have got things straight in my head i look and they seem to create a muddle again. ( this in itself might say to me maybe that i am trying to hard to sort things/feelings out and i need to go back to basics , and just not stress about things. )
Don't get me wrong Master and i are fine.. never felt better , and yet there is this part of me who wants to take each little bit of me out and judge to see how others see me, and how i think that i can improve. ( yet there is the saying that if it isn't broken , don't try to fix it ~but the stubborn girl is still wanting to play in Pandora's box and so i will delve in and see if i can find what makes these tangles.
Hugs have a good rest of Thursday all
saffy

the light of a candle is never lessened by lighting another .